“I come off a little ball fake and, zoomp, I drain one in the corner,” he said. “I closed my eyes, and it hits the goal. I turn and flip off the bird and said, ‘Don’t you wish you recruited me harder?’ Meanwhile, the guy offered me a full scholarship.”
Beardsley’s propensity to smack-talk his opposition earned him a reputation, and he doesn’t reflect on his actions proudly. He said he believes he lost out on second team All-America honors in 1992 because of his antagonistic style.
Carcaterra and his former teammate dissect why he felt the need to smack talk, and where that motivation came from.
“It was the feeling of maybe my fear of losing, my fear of getting embarrassed,” he said. “I wanted to be the aggressor of the embarrassment. I have to create my own anger in order to play.”
Although his verbal jabs may have been effective, he knows he had gone too far at certain points. He’s hoping to change that stigma stemming from his playing career.
“I totally regret it,” he said. “People say the same thing all the time to me. ‘God, you’re much nicer off the field.’”