While adjusting his stick on the sidelines at Subaru Park during the first quarter, Fraser heard someone call his name. At first, he thought it was a fan, so he tried to block it out. But after he heard it a couple more times, he turned around and was surprised to see his girlfriend, Carleigh Lillies, who had flown all the way from Vancouver, and his brother.
Fraser froze, then flashed his almost ever-present smile that’s as distinctive as his tattoos or eye black.
“He’s done a lot for me in lacrosse, mentally, and pushed me to become where I am today,” he said. “I just owe a lot to him and he doesn’t even know that.”
Fraser has a sleeve of ink running up the length of his right arm, but only one tattoo on his chest. Memento Mori it says in cursive script underneath his right collarbone.
“Remember you will die,” reads a common translation of the Latin phrase.
To Fraser, it serves as a reminder to live his life. It’s finite, after all. Since he joined the Chaos in Week 4 on Long Island after his visa was approved, the team has taken on a new life. He played the first two games at midfield, registering two points in each, but soon found a home on the opposite wing from Byrne. Despite missing the first three weeks, Fraser ranked second on the team to Byrne in goals during the regular season.
“He gives us everything,” said Towers, who along with offensive coordinator Matt Pannetta revamped the Chaos offense for 2021. After listing all of Fraser’s attributes — his dodging ability, his “bomb” of a shot, his finishing ability — Towers praised his demeanor the most.
“He’s zero maintenance as a person. He just wants to [expletive] win.”
“We all grew up with the same style and all have the same goal in mind,” Fraser said of the mentality he credits to the box game and is shared by the rest of the team. “We don’t care how we win. We just want to win.”
On the weekend of his 26th birthday, Fraser had his most prolific performance yet. He scored eight goals in two games, including a season-high five in a win over the Archers. Every time he takes the field, he wears a gift from his 25th. The gold chain with a No. 95 pendant, Fraser’s birth year and his jersey number, is made from his great grandmother’s wedding ring and other pieces of jewelry.
At least for this week, he’s focused on another ring.
“He deserves this,” Byrne said. “It was never like anyone was doing him any favors. He just wasn’t being given a chance because his name wasn’t big enough or he didn’t go to a big enough school. It’s exciting for me to see him get this chance and run with it, but it’ll make it a lot more exciting if we can pull it off this weekend.”