Spirit vs. Sport
Part of that feeling is lost today, in terms of respecting something within the game that deeply. Today, it’s like hunting for sport. Hunting is a spiritual thing. You can go hunting and just enjoy being in a tree and waiting for a deer to come, or you can go out and hunt for sport. You get mad when you don’t come back with something. You don’t enjoy the process. That’s unfortunate, because that’s where we are with the game of lacrosse.
We’re further from the spirit of the game than we once were. I think of what we’ve turned the game into — a way of making money and predicting future years, whether that’s at the youth level or beyond. There’s no more pure enjoyment where you’re just enjoying the game at its fullest in the moment. From the professional level to the youth level, it’s turned into an attention grab, a money grab. In the process, it’s plundering the spiritual dimension of the game.
Over the past four or five years, I’ve had a lot of pressure on me personally, from the people in the front office, people wanting me to take the game mainstream. Some of my partners, some of my owners, some of my coaches and really even people just around me made me feel obligated to take this game to the next level. I never felt that’s my duty. I never felt like that was a part of the process. I simply want to honor the game. I want to be a part of its history. People like Mikey Powell taught me that.
How do I honor the game? That means that I play, I truly honor it and it’ll leave the biggest impact on the next generation. If I allow the game to teach me how to respect and how to have optimism and positivity, I can play with a clear mind. It’s so easy to get caught up in the sport of it, that you care so much about winning or losing or about your public image, about scoring a certain amount of goals or about making money, that you don’t understand that meaning behind the game.
Misappropriation, Identity and Sovereignty
Native imagery has been used throughout the U.S. and Canada. We live in an age right now where it’s cool to have Native patterns on your clothes. It’s cool to wear Native jewelry. It’s cool to have a Native mascot. It’s even cool to utilize native spirituality and culture, which is what the lacrosse community tries to do. We often try to use the spirituality of this game as a way of promotion.
That’s how the US Lacrosse situation happened. They used the names of multiple Native nations and did not give that money back to those tribes. Everybody understands the layout of how that could be offensive and how using those names, people could take offense to it.
I have so many people reach out to me and say, “I want to honor this.” That’s the right attitude for you personally. Unfortunately, it’s an issue within our communities. It makes us accept it as reality. We see the imagery enough that we start to believe it. For hundreds of years now, we haven’t seen anything different. When people think they’re honoring us, the older generation doesn’t seem to have that much of a problem with it because that’s how they’ve been treated their whole lives. Whereas the younger generation and the generation below me is really starting to take the lead on doing our own history, doing our own homework and understanding, this isn’t right.
It’s dehumanizing to be raised in a climate like this. Within my community, I know that it’s caused a lot of trauma. That’s why you see some of the problems we face inside of these communities, like drug abuse, alcoholism and obesity. It’s because we’ve been so far from the truth. Even us, every four years, trying to get to the world games or something as simple as my kids having to prove with a blood quantum how Indian they are. The only other time you do that is with horses and dogs.
We haven’t embraced what we have to give to the world. We’ve been just trying to heal for so many years. We continue to fight for our sovereignty and our freedom to be who we are as Native Americans.
The Iroquois Nationals have taken the lead on this. No other Native nation has its own passport. No other nation is competing in sports at the highest level. The Iroquois Nationals have found a way to fight for our sovereignty instead of just saying, “This is who we are and we want to be recognized.” The government continues to say we’re sovereign and say they’re acknowledging us for being sovereign, but not walking the walk. When we got to England in 2010, they’re not stamping our passports. Even coming back into the U.S. or Canada, you’re not stamping our passports.
We’re our own nations. I’d never play for Team Canada. I’d never play for Team USA. My territory and the surrounding territories are within the U.S. and Canada. I don’t want to be recognized as them. I want to be recognized for who I am and where I’m from. For a lot of years, there have been attempts to try to take that from me through residential schools, through blood quantum, through genocide. We’ve continued to fight for our sovereignty.