IMMEDIATELY, BINNEY KNEW.
Call it the curse of experience. He tore the ACL in his left knee while playing football in high school. He lost his senior high school season of lacrosse when he injured his right knee. (“My high school actually ended up winning the state championship that year, so I kind of assumed the role that I have now, kind of like a coach that year,” Binney said. “So, history really does repeat itself sometimes.”)
He was already headed to Army at that point, with a one-year stop at the academy’s prep school. He tore the right ACL as a freshman in 2020, then had a pair of healthy seasons.
He just didn’t play much. Matt Horace and James Pryor were four-year mainstays in the defensive midfield. Liam Davenport and Doug Jones both earned a heavy workload for three years. All were seniors in 2022, part of a massive 19-player graduating class.
This year, then, would be different. Already one of three team captains (along with Andrew Kelly and Jacob Morin), Binney’s opportunity to craft a legacy in meaningful games had finally come — at least until that day in the preseason.
“You’d be surprised how much it doesn’t actually hurt. It hurts a lot more mentally than it does physically,” Binney said. “After the first one, the other three I’ve known right away. It’s definitely tough. It takes a toll on your mind more than you think. You’d think you’d get better at it with experience, but it’s really not the case. It gets harder each time.”
Yet there was some mental fortitude built in because of the past. In the month or so after he was injured as a freshman, it was difficult for him to come and just watch practice. He would see someone make a cut and a chill would run down his spine.
Meetings with a sports psychiatrist helped him realize he was suffering from injury anxiety, something he had never heard of at the time.
“If I would have been going through that this year, it would have taken a toll on the team,” Binney said. “Being able to stay mentally strong through this one, from the lessons I learned from the third one definitely helped me assume that leadership role and be the captain the team needed me to be.”
Soon after his latest injury, Binney talked with his fellow captains, other seniors and past captains he held in high regard. The message was universal: The Black Knights still needed him.
Alberici offered similar sentiments when he spoke with Binney in Army’s locker room after exam results confirmed what Binney already knew.
“I just remember I didn’t have the best words,” Alberici said. “It was just the two of us sitting side by side. Tears were flowing from both of us and just had my arm around him and let him know, 'We still need your leadership,’ and it didn’t take him more than a day to immediately start to put his thoughts on the team, and since that time, he’s just poured into our players and our defensive middies.”